Confused. Irritated. I Don't Know!

I have a myriad of emotions swirling in me now.
How?
Thank God I have my sister and mother.
They are my Pillars of Support.
Even though they might not understand me at certain times, they have always been there for me.
I don't think there's anyone who understands me completely.
HA!
That's sad.
Yeah.
I know.
Anyway, everyone has mood swings.
Its just that particular time of the month where I will get mood swings.
I won't say that my actions were bitchy or what so ever.
It's just - wait.
Why am I justifying myself?
I'm Stubborn and I LOVE to express my feelings with actions and gestures, well, most of the time.
So What?
I hate to Say Sorry.
But I would like to apologize to all my family and friends for the stupid things that I've done that have hurt you guys in any way.
Yeah.
You need to understand me to be around me.