Her Random Musings...

Dead. Blog.

2009-11-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

My blog has been kinda dead. haha.
My life has been. kinda the same too.
Gosh. That was hard to admit.
Yeah. Routine stuff.
I need to change my life mannnn..
Throw away all those unnecessary stuff/ people. hmm.

Omg. It's been like almost a month since I came back from Dubai.
And I'm really missing it.
I want to go back there. and work & LIVE there. I love it :(
I wish I was back there.
I even dreamt about it.
I can still remember vividly the sights and sounds, taste, smells, feeling the desert sand in my feet.
Damn. Thinking about it makes me feel even more down than I already am.

Okay.
Enough Izza.
Focus on your life right here, right now.

Okay people.
I'll try to be more vigilant in updating this webspace of mine. lol.

Nighty-night.

Overseas.

2009-09-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

I'm in DUBAI!

Wooh.

Kinda missing the outings I should be having in Singapore.

=(

Okay la. but things are great here. Expensive, but great. haha.

I've officially moved up a rank. From being a LOCAL BUM to a INTERNATIONAL BUM. LOL.

Coz you see, when my aunt's at work, I just sit at home and literally bum around. haha.

Well, anyway..

I've been to a few places.. like the malls and also the DESERT! haha.

Nice uh. The sand was like red-ish.. and the sun was seting.. nice. =)

At night, the sky was so clear that I could see a million stars shining away + the cresent moon..

Beautiful.

Had henna tattooed on my hand.. watched the 'great belly dancer' lol.

Basically, I'm loving it.

But I miss stuff like what freedom I can have in Singapore, where everything's safer and convenient.

But the thing I love most about Dubai is that all the food is HALAL.

I don't have to worry about a thing other than getting fat!

LOL.

Okay. gtg. need to get ready to go to the Dragon Mart as soon as my aunt gets home..

Ciao.

12 DAYS

2009-09-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

12 days countdown to Dubai.

And just when I thought things were settled.

=(

Things that make me breathless. LOL.

2009-09-09T01:51:00.005+08:00

I love going riding.

Especially at night.

Shiok.

Damn.

Dubai.

My flight's confirm on the 24th at 11.40pm.

I'm suddenly so breathless, nervous and confused.

I'm really going.

I can't believe it.

I'm not prepared.

Emotionally, mentally and literally.

HOW?

I can't bear to leave them behind. Can't bear to be so far away from them for so long. ='(

My Babe is making me cry.

As they say, good things come in 2's.

2009-09-01T18:03:00.008+08:00

2 almost identical Yamaha TZM.

2 pairs of movie tickets.

2 old friends reunited after 6-7 years.

2 cousins.

2 pairs of helmets.

2 girls.

2 guys.

2 old-school, weird-ishy names given to me and Amie by Sofri.

The bike in the middle was just some random person's bike that happened to be there. Different bike, but same paint work. Members dokz, members *Sniggers*

The 2 owners of the TZMs.

Us, the 2 girls & cousins.

Amie n me

Those sets of 2's were the ones which made my night so cool last night.

Had such fun.

Wish I could do this every night!

Life and its ups and downs..

2009-08-30T01:50:00.002+08:00

Haha. Just came across someone's blog.. It was very entertaining.. funny posts and some just don't make sense, well most prolly coz I don't know that person very well.. But I liked the way the blogger structures his posts. He sounds so much like a writer. nice2. It seemed so effortless. Well well. Kinda envious of the way the blogger entertains people with his words.

So anyhoo.

Back to the topic.

Hmm. My mind suddenly went blank.

Dubai, Here I Come!

2009-08-26T17:30:00.005+08:00

I'm really going to Dubai.

I still can't believe it!

And I just realized that my passport expires on the date that I'm scheduled to leave Singapore.

lol.

I'm still kinda shocked.. That I'm still going I mean..

1 month in DUBAI.

Omg.

I'm so gonna miss the people here.. Especially you-know-who..

Sigh.

So anyway, which do you think is better? The old paint job or the new one? (lol, as if the bike's mine)

Haha. Anyway, the boyfriend likes to say, "You tak nak amek gambar dengan motor I ke?"
Translation: "Don't you want to take pictures with my bike?"

lol. miss that weirdo. All the best for your exams dear!

ARGH. haha. I'm still in a state of disbelief.

Okay fine, whatever.

I'm leaving in another month's time. hmm.

Surprises

2009-08-20T03:30:00.002+08:00

I LOVE SURPRISES!

The good kinds, of course!

Like birthday surprises, people surprises, you know stuff like that..

I love to see the reaction on their faces and the warm fuzzy feeling you get during a surprise..

Their expression on their faces, it's just... perfect...

Sigh.

These are the kind of memories which can never be replaced..

Or what?

2009-08-11T19:45:00.004+08:00

Hmm. Why do I always have the urge to try and protect those who are on emotional roller coasters? I hate it. I hate caring too bloody much.
Hmm. But sometimes, I figure that it's better coz it keeps my mind off my own problems. DumDumDum. Yeah. I do have my own problems.
Hmm. How eh? What eh? I'll never say it out on my blog coz I like to keep my problems to myself. No use troubling people.
Hmm. Anyway, there's that issue on PRIDE. I guess that's the thing that's keeping me from expressing myself freely. Meh. But s'okay, I'd rather continue like this.
Life has to go on, right?

WELL, WHATEVER.

Next, anyway, on National Day, went to catch the fireworks with cuzzie n lina outside marina square and after that went to the food court coz lina wanted to eat then she left and we walked to bugis and cuzzie felt like eating so we sat at Tong Seng and she ate and we like continued talking until it was like 1130 already and we didnt notice the time. lol.

I didn't feel like going home but alas, alack! Had to coz of curfew given by mum and boyfie (boyfie's curfew is way earlier than mum's). ugh.
Then as if cuzzie could read my mind, she suggested to have a sleepover at my house. hmm.
Called mum, she said okay then... PRESTO! We were on our way back to Tampines.

The day before, we went Karaoke! yay! finally something that I've been really wanting to do for so long! So we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves singing our hearts out, etc. haa.

Crazy girls singing.

Been thinking much these days. Crappy stuff, stuff about my life.

I'm in kind of a love-hate relationship with my life. haha. hate it sometimes, love it sometimes. lol. weirdo.

Anyhoos. Why are guys these days all the same? It's so friggin ANNOYING. ARGH.

Family Bonding Is Important

2009-07-08T19:34:00.004+08:00

Family.

We love each other, but sometimes we do get on each other's nerves.

Other times, everything's just fine and dandy.

So on youth day, we went out for a family lunch at Swensen's at the airport.

We like were chatting and everything and also my uncel took an individual portrait shot of all the cousins. which he printed out and laminated later on and gave all of us.

My aunt gave everyone a treat.

After that we headed to Times for another treat by the same aunt. All the youths which means the cousins got something.

The cousins who love to wear black.

Then after that most of us headed over to her house for I dunno, fun?

Sister and bro and Fiqah and Adib and I were either playing guitar hero/kung fu panda/gears of war or watching people play.

We had a feast of Doritos, chips, fried rice and DONUTS!

haha. Then, later on at night, we watched old home videos of us when we were younger going practically everywhere around singapore.

Like OMG! I've even been to clarke quay when I was like 8?

We just realised that we were all so bloody cute when we were younger.

We had a blast laughing at everyone and everything.

Oh how times have changed.

When we were looking at the portrait shots, we were comparing who looked like who and who looked the most like the patriach of the family.

And how much we have changed over the years.

I don't really have pictures to post of that memorable day coz it's all in my bro's D90.

haha.

So yeah. It's prolly gonna be quite a boring post without much pics.

OH! and my sis and bro bought this thingy called the silly putty and we made stupid stuff with it and also made alien faces with it. lol.

LOL.

What a day.

Movie mania

2009-06-25T12:58:00.005+08:00

Was supposed to meet the A-Teamers yesterday but I woke up too late.

So ended up going out with Dearest.

The first thing he did - took out his new digital camera and gave it to me.

Awwwh. So sweet. haha.

Wanted to catch transformers, but bloody hell. No seats for all the earlier movies. So we ended up buying the 11.15 movie at The Cathay.

So what did we do from 6pm?

Went to buy a pair of movie tix for Drag Me To Hell. haha. at like 9.20 at GV, PS.

haha. Gosh. and he even wanted to buy another pair of movie tix for an earlier show but there were no earlier shows. lol. madness la.

Then we walked to town.

Went to eat at Pizza Hut.

Then guess what?

When we were leaving the restaurant, guess who we saw?

My uncle and aunt! The one which just got married like 2 yrs back.

I was like OMG! you guys! hahaha.. Chatted with them for a bit then left to walk back to PS.

Both movies I watched were great! haha

Then like when we were sitting outside the cathay after the movie, some guy approached us and like talked to us for a good half hour about some business thingy. Kinda boring coz I wasn't that interested in selling stuff.

I still can't believe he gave me his camera. Gave leh.

Our first pic in the cam. Failed attempt! Too bright! hahaha

His birthday is coming up in July. HOW? I need IDEAS!!

People, please help in giving me IDEAS!?

Thanks so much!

F*CKING UNFAIR

2009-06-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

FUCK THESE PREJUDICES.

I HATE IT.

Why can't I go out with Dear today?

Why can't I leave the house at 9PM?

WHY CAN'T I DO THAT BUT YOU ALLOW KAKAK AND FAIZ TO LEAVE THE HOUSE AT 11, 12 OR 1 OR 2?

BLOODY UNFAIR.

I hate this.

Its bloody SUN-fucking-DAY.

I won't go drinking or clubbing or fucking around what.

Oh c'mon.

JUST A BLOODY FUCKING MIDNIGHT MOVIE.

ARGH!

FAT.FAT.FAT.

2009-06-21T02:32:00.003+08:00

Omg! bloody hell.

My cousin just pointed out to me that she thinks I've grown CHUBBIER!

OH NO.

haha.

DAMN.

Anyways, Dear is sick.

Awwwh my poor boy.. Claims that he missed me sooo much until he fell sick. haha. cute huh?

HAHA.

Went out with Fai and Seha on Fri to Marina Barrage. wootz!

Fun coz we camwhored a LOT!

I'm definitely gonna have to go back there coz I've not been there with Cuzzie and Dear. haha. eesh.

TOPIC CHANGE.

I'm kinda sick of being a bloody bummer. hahaha..

Angry Angry

2009-06-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

Argh.

I'm starting to get mad.

No point in venting it out here coz the person will never know.

So anyway. I think I need to get outta the house.

Staying cooped up in here is so not healthy.

mmm.. Maybe I'll go out for a stroll alone tonight or something.

A-team camp's tonight. I want to go!

but, don't wanna disturb them tonight..

So prolly going tomorrow..

SIGH.

Graduation. haha.

2009-05-27T23:53:00.004+08:00

Graduation.

Whaha. Not like what I expected.

The feeling was like... "...???!!..**%$^....???..."

hahaha..

Part of the list, things that I miss.

haha. wtf. Random.

HAix.

After graduation, went home, changed then met up with Winnie, Jack, Juemin, Rachel and Yuping.

Went to watch Night at the Museum 2. haha. AGAIN.

haha.

Hmm..

Post graduation.

At a crossroads now.

IMY.

MEHHHH.

2009-05-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Imissyou dear.

Anyway.

I kinda wanna get the graduation ceremony over and done with.

Just can't wait to see everyone. haha.

Omgosh.

I've been such a good girl, sitting at home and not going out.

HAH.

HEEEEEELP MEEEEE....

MeH.

BORED LA.

Oh yeah.

I hate the taste of tomatoes. But I think I'll need to force myself to eat it. GAH!

Among others that I hate, I'll need to force myself to eat those too.

Yuck.

RARH!

2009-05-21T01:38:00.004+08:00

Kwang Kwang Kwang...

I'm back!

With updates!

Oooooooooooookayyyy...

Like finally, my mum bought a Digital camera. And my bro got a bloody D90. RARH!

Wootz! Olympus. haha yay!

Camwhoring uh, what else!

So like most events I go to I'll be having PICS, PICS and MORE PICS! YAY!!!!

So like I think my Facebook is gonna be packed with albums..!!

I'll just update a few herre.. haha.

So anyway.

Omg. I just realized that I've been watching movies, movies and more movies this month!

Sooo many...

Well, all thanks to my dear..

Thank you dear..

ahaha..

RARH!

My doc said that I need to lose some more.. Another 3 or 4kgs. BloodyHell. That time he said to go down like 5kgs. Now he says lose some more. RARH!

Angry angry.

!!@#$%^&*?!!

2009-05-16T01:21:00.002+08:00

I don't get it..

What on earth do you guys want from me?

I'm getting a Headache already...

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR.

And Don't expect me to be like her. I can't. OKAY?

I don't bug you for stuff. I don't even bug you for money most of the time.

I keep to myself.

The three of us are so different. Be it in GENDER, AGE and MENTALITY.

Anything he wants, he gets.

Whatever he wants to do, he does.

How can you expect people of the same gender or age, lets say, to be the same?

Just because they were brought up in the same family does that mean that they should be the same?

I don't get this whole darned matter.

People say, when I start working, it'll be different. But I know better. Things will be no different.

UNFAIR, I SAY. UNFAIR.

=(

2009-05-12T21:14:00.001+08:00

There's so many things that's being done by you that makes me sad.

I want to tell you, but I'm just unable to...

I don't know how.

But just know that I love you.

....

2009-05-06T03:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Life's been great..

I've not been updating..

Things has been as usual.

Normal.

but there's new stuff happening in life.

hahahaa..

DEAD BLOG

2009-04-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DEAD.

There's nothing much about my life that is interesting now.

Only that I'm turning so JIWANG now uh..

For those who dunno, jiwang is like love ballads like that.

hahaha

I'm going crazy without a real job now.

HAHHA..

Got nagging from my ma already...

Well, had an outing on 300309 to Sentosa with my GF (LOL, Private Joke) then a few days after went to watch movie and catch up with Fai, Sihah and Jack.

2009-03-17T15:21:00.005+08:00

OoOooh!

I'm soooo ecstatic!!!

I'm going for graduation..!!!

At the same time, I'm sad or nervous or something..

Because, this is a sign to me: It's time - grow up.

Its scary.. Moving on to the next phase of life...

I'm like in a limbo now...

Need to move on...

Okay... sigh.. enough of the unpleasant stuff..

So.. Last sunday, My uncle, Cik Said treated our family to SAKURA at Downtown East.

Wootz...

But I'm guilty...

Not supposed to eat like these kinda buffet thingys..

I'm supposed to be erm... on a healthy living thingy. Oh but I broke it this morning when I had Mac Breakfast. oops. and KFC winglets. Dang. but NO MORE. I promise myself! hahaha...

Anyway. Back to Sakura.

So we ate.

My sis is a hmmm... Big eater. Think Thighs Kakak, Think Thighs.

HAH.

So after that, we went BOWLINGGGG!!!

YAY! SO fun! At E-Hub.

We're going again at the end of the month with Aunt, Cuzzins (Adib, Fiqah)

Ooh! How FUN!

YAYY!

Okay Pixxys!

YAY! Cant wait for end of the month!

Struck

2009-03-14T19:14:00.001+08:00

ohmigosh!

I can't believe it... boredom has struck me!

FINALLY.

I'll need to go get a job real quick!

Woooooo

Updates!

2009-03-06T11:56:00.003+08:00

Okay. This is the time...

hahahah...

For a serious update!!!!

YAYYAYYAYYYYY!!!!!

Happy not? hahh

okok...

Now, exams over but results not out yet...

I'm acting as if I'm over school but if the results are not out yet, school's not over and I'll still feel unsettled. omg IFT. Scary shit man.

Okay, whatev.

Now, what have I been doing since 2009?

Hmm...

A LOT.

Enjoying, Mugging, Stressing, Enjoying back again... lol

So I've been to Malaysia recently...
Before that outing to Maju camp, and then to RP for the concert in the evening..
Before that was the outing with Fai, Winnie, Sihah, Juemin...
Before that was the Bloody Mugging for exams period.
Before that was my cousin's birthday celebration..
Before that was some random outings.. with lotsa diff people...
Bef.... Okay, okay.. Enough already!

Phew!

So now, its time for updates!

Eh. Wait, wait..

Aren't you shoc-ked that Farah's awake at this hour?

LOL.

Okok.. Continue, continue...

Eh.. but I'm soooo lazy to post pics now...

OMG. So sorry.. I'm too lazy already...

Blogger's picture uploading sucks... If only they'd make it more convenient..

SIGH.

Okay.. No promises, but I'll upload the pics on Facebook and you can refer to that..

ok? hahaha.. omg.. haha...

Updates!

2009-03-01T01:06:00.003+08:00

These past few days has been very fun!

But there was also a very bad thing that happened today.

I'm disappointed!

Oh well...

You cheated.

Fast Forward

2009-02-18T23:20:00.001+08:00

Can I just fast forward my life to the 26th?

I can't wait to be a BUM, sitting at home, doing the things I like...

WAHHHHHH....!!!!!

C'mon...

5 papers!

Let's get it over and done with!

Gonna be Missing that Life

2009-02-13T01:25:00.003+08:00

OMG. I now know how my seniors were feeling during this period of time.

I'm Feeling so sad!

Poly life is going to end?

Even with its ups and downs, my life in NYP has been great!

OMG.. I'm gonna cry.

I ADMIT IT>> I'M GONNA MISS MY POLY LIFE!!!

Thanks eh Fai for reminding me...

I've always tought - There's always tomorrow that I'll see their faces, and tomorrow, and tomorrow...

I just realized, there'll be no more tomorrow(s)...

This song is dedicated to whoever that came across my blog and thinks that you've been part and parcel of my life in NYP.

Headlines (Friendship Never Ends) - Spice Girls

LUCKY

2009-02-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Memory blast! =(

2009-01-26T22:21:00.005+08:00

*Teary Eyed*

I MISS THOSE OLD TIMES.

Was looking through Sham's blog and saw the link to the video dedicated to him.

Just then, I realized, how everything was so uncomplicated, happy and simple.

And I'm wishing...

And wishing...

And wishing...

That things could go back to the way it were.

But wishing's no good now cause things never would.

='(

Sanity

2009-01-11T21:55:00.007+08:00

Dearest

Kakak

Thank you for all the updates about stuff you pass to me whenever I get home. LOL. <3

Muhammad Glandyn

Thank you for just being there.

Siti Noraisyah (Noey)

Stay Strong. I'll always be there. K.I.T tau! <3

Aisyah and Azmi

You guys always give me and Glan something to talk about.

Muhammad Faizal

Haha.. Thanks for all the outings and stuff to talk about. LOL.

Siti Nasihah

You always give me something to talk about in class..

You guys are the ones which have kept me sane for the past months. Thank you for being around me.

Yours Truly,
Farah Izza

Pissed

2008-12-31T02:23:00.000+08:00

I AM UNHAPPY WITH ONE OF MY PROJECTS' GROUPING.

December!

2008-12-28T03:29:00.010+08:00

Thanks to all who tagged showing me that there's still pepole who read my blog.

To that person who said, "who reads your blog anyway...". HA HA! (Simpsons laugh)

But I still have thoughts of going private...

Currently, I'm still unsure.

I'll invite you guys.. Don't worry..

I'm still in a holiday mood.

HuaHuaHuaaa...

OH! OH!

Yeah! I'ma blog all the pictures of the events I've had in December.. hahah..

Let's start!

04 Dec 2008
Lepakz outingz at Bishan

Us with our Hoodiezzz

Sianz already..

05 Dec 2008
CITY ALIVE! Meeting at Great World City then field trip to ZOUK

12 Dec 2008
Outingzzz to Town with Cuzzins Ajin and Noey, Lunch cum Dinner @ Pizza Hut (Ajin's Treat), Arcade-ed. Oh! and By the way, Ajin is Noey's brother.
Glan and Azmi's shopping trip
Watched BOLT at Cathay Cineleisure

13 Dec 2008
@#&? REBEL!
Boutique club

14,15 & 16 Dec 2008
A-Team Installation Retreat
Lunch on 15th at Hei Sushi! yumyum..

Yummy! Yam Mochi Ice Cream!!! Lovessss:)

17 Dec 2008
Chinese Orchestra Duty - The Senior Ambassadors' Last Informal Duty.
:'(

18 Dec 2008
Dbl0

Us taking pictures

Me. haahaha..

Nooeyyyy

19 Dec 2008
A-Team Christmas Party 2008
Photo: Credits to Melvin Mah

26 Dec 2008
Happy 3rdMonthsary Ayang!
Sihah's NEON Party!

LOL. Wth Azmi.

That sums up most of my December outings, plus many other little2 outings in between which I don't have pictures of...

Haah..

Ouh! and today is my Dearest Kakak's Birthday!
Happy 21st Kakak!!

Oh yeah...

And I'd like to wish all the December babies a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Random Musings

2008-12-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

Golly.. I'm at my aunt's house now..

Doing my project and bbq-ing at the same time.

Blegh.

Boooring.

Anyway, I've been noticing that my blog's been a negative one...

Hmm...

My blog reflects my mood...

So does it show that my mood's been negative ever since when?

lol.

Whatev.

Oh yeah.

I'm gonna be going private soon.

Quote "It's as if people read my blog anyway..." Unquote

Moving on...

I hate school.

I'll be glad when it ends.

Then I can just continue with my life...

BORED. FUCK.

Things are not going well.

2008-12-20T04:30:00.003+08:00

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

THINGS ARE JUST NOT GOING WELL AT ALL.

IT'S JUST SO FUCKING EXPECTED.

EVERYONE'S GETTING SO HYPOCRITICAL NOW.

2 FRIENDS MADE A VOW NEVER TO BE LIKE THEIR SENIORS BEFORE THEM.

LOOK WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW.. HMM.

OH WELL. THAT'S LIFE.

ARGH!!

2008-12-10T12:59:00.002+08:00

Bloody Hell

I was sick for the past few days. lol. ever since Sat... haha

But I told the doc I was sick like only recently like monday. lol. wtf.

Damn. I can't afford to be sick now!!

I have to take re-test just because I'm on MC for tuesday and wednesday.

The doc said it was a Viral infection. wtf. He even asked me if i smoked. wtf.

I don't okay.

Actually, I don't really know what's the point of this post. lol.

I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls

2008-12-07T11:18:00.001+08:00

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scheme
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you its hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see the sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls

THE 10 THINGS TAG.

2008-11-29T15:11:00.004+08:00

Ten things about me.
1. Are you single?
Er, Nope.
2. Are you happy about that?
Yeahs (:
3. Are you bored?
Yeah. Sort of.
4. Are you sad?
Nope.
5. Are you Italian?
Nope. wth.
6. Are you plastic?
hmmm... I think so... Haha...
7. Are you cool?
HAHAHA.. I so don't know.
8. Are you Chinese?
Somewhat. One of my grandma's Chinese-Indian and the other one's Chinese but raised by a Malay-Muslim.
9. What are you?
A person, dammit.

Ten Facts
1. Initials
F.I
2. Nicknames
Adek, FarahIzza, Farah, Izza, Fazaaaaa
3. Birth Place.
Singapore.
4. Hair colour.
Darker brown
5. Age.
Nineteen.
6. Eye colour.
Dark, dark brown.....
7. Birthday.
12 October 1989
8. Mood.
Stoic.
9. Favourite Colours.
No Specific Colours.
10. Left or right handed.
Right.

Ten this or that?
1. Love or money?
LOVE.. Though MONEY's good too...
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Neither. I DON'T DRINK. EVER.
3. Cats or dogs?
Cats. Duh.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
A few best friends sounds good..
5. Television or internet?
Erm, Internet. I think.
6. Pepsi or coke?
Coke. Not all the time though..
7. Wild night out or a romantic night?
Romantic, I should think..
8. Money or happiness?
Money brings about happiness. (: hah. Technically I'm not answering the question. Bleah =P
9. Night or day?
Night.
10. IM or phone?
Phone!!!!

Ten differences in a relationship
1. Smile or eyes?
Eyes.
2. Light or dark hair?
Dark.
3. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.
4. Intelligence or attraction?
Intelligence and attraction.lol.
5. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship.
6. Trust or love?
Trust and Love. heh.
7. Long distance or short?
Huh? Like literally 'distance'? Short.
8. Call or text?
Call. Texting is troublesome.
9. Older or younger?
Older. Not too old.
10. Looks or personality?
Personality. But a bit of looks can?
1. Last phone call you made?
Like just now to Glandyn. But he didn't pick up.. Hmmm...
2. Last phone call you received?
From Fai, asking when am I going to help him get his admin card from the admissions office. Oh, I'm doing this in school by the way...
3. Last person/people you hung out with?
Seha, during lunch?
4. Last person to text you?
My cousin, Aisyah..
5. Last person you tickled?
Glan..
6. Last person you IM?
Oh gosh... Can't really remember.. hmm.. Should be all my cousins and siblings that time when we were conferencing in a convo... hmmm...
7. Last person you hugged?
Glan, again.. hahaha...
8. Last person you slept with?
HMMM... hahah... Again.. Literally 'slept with' or what? lol. My sis?
9. Last person/people you laughed with?
I can't remember! Noooooooo!!!!!!!
10. Last dream you can remember?
It was damned stupid. Not gonna mention it. Can't really remember anyway.

Okay, here goes.
The 10 people I'm gonna tag to do this!
1. Azlina. heh.
2. Seha (I was beside you when I was doing this! Muahahahah)
3. Shams (If you got time)
4. Rehan!!!
5. Pooja!
6. FAIZ
7. Hadzah
8. Zhuhri. lol.
9. Nisa!
10. Rachel!

Finally!!!!!!! Updates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!

2008-11-04T23:54:00.009+08:00

ARGH!

Okay... I'm long overdue for an update...

Okay.. hmm...

Ouh!

I wanna thank my friends who gave me my Bday present!

Thank you Nisa, Rachel, Pooja, Seha, Jiralda and Reka. Thanks babes!!

Oh yeah, if you gals were wondering what I bought...

Notice the 2 shirts I wore for the first 2 days of school...

That's it! lol.

And a belated one from Az!!

Thanks so much babe!

Love it!

21st Oct
Went out with my cousin... lol.. shopping??

Well, sort of..

I bought so many new accessories.

23rd Oct
Went lepaking and Teach tuition...

Basically my life during my holidays.

24th Oct
Went Back to school for Camp Diamond Trials.

LOL.

Can't say much..

Tiring but very fun!

Halloween Committee were having their meeting and stuff.

25th Oct
Back from camp diamond trials.

Slept practically the whole day away...

Woke up and went out..

Lepak-ed at Starbucks at Tampines with Dearie, Cuzzie and Azmi, Aishah and Syira.

27th Oct
Went to Sentosa!!!

With Dearie, Cuzzie and Azmi, and Syira.

Tiring Day!

29th Oct
Went to school again!

Got some meeting and Halloween Committee were having their meeting and getting ready for their event!

Then after that went to lepak at Bishan!!

With Cuzzie and Azmi and Dearie came later on with his little bro...

Finally we lepak-ed at Cuzzie's hometown..

If not, we always lepak at Tamp..

30th Oct
Went Doc for my jab... )= Ouch!

Met up with cuzzie at the clinic then we made our way to Bedok because we kinda miss that place...

Ate at banquet and then again went to lepak at Tamp...

Along with Dearie and Ajimi...

31st Oct
Halloween Internal Event!!!

Finally!!

Had fun for the halloween event!

GREAT JOB DONE BY THE COMMITTEE!!!

1st Nov
Went home like around 9am, mummy picked me up.. lol

I slept the day away too...

and I stayed at home the WHOLE DAY.

omg. SO BORING.

I like almost died.

It was too boring.

2nd Nov
Went to town to look for my school stuff like a bag and a pair of shoes. lol.

I bought a Dickies bagpack. so cute. lol.

3rd Nov
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

erm. okay2 only...

Went to karaoke at Cash Studio with Cuzzie, Seha and Fai..

Had great fun!

I also managed to buy my Gallaz shoes!!!

So cute...

My New shoes are Batty!!! Wooot!

Pictures of them soon! lol.

Sugar Rush

2008-10-19T00:48:00.007+08:00

WOOOOOO!!!!!!!

YEAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahha...

Okay whatever...

I think I'm having a sugar rush now...

Goshhhh

Too much energy..

and too much sugar..

hahahahahaha

okay dammit.

Stop it Farah.

SO anyway...

Went to Dbl 0 on the 16th..

haha...

I didn't really like it there..

But the people I went with made the difference..

WOOOOOT!!!!!

I went with my cousin (Aisyah), Dearie, Aishah, Syira, Azmi, Eric and aFai.

Freaking packed laaaa Dbl 0..

I doubt I'll be going back there anytime soon..

After Dbl 0 closed, we went to lepak at Keng Cheow Street or something like that.

We lepak-ed until morning!

Gosh!

hahaha...

At J8 toilet---> Cuzzens...

Us with Syira

(L to R) Aishah, Aisyah, Syira, Moi

Aisyah and Azmi. Alahai.

Eric, imitating the Sony Ericsson C902 Advertisement. hahahah...

Lawa lah tu kan... hahhaha... Chipsters, Chipsters...

Awww...

hahaha.. Could you see that we were sleepy?

The Last Candid Shot.

So anyway, Dearie entertained us until morning seh... baik uh dear... hahahah...

Should have video-ed you.. hahhaa..

I'm sleepy now..

I think its the post sugar rush thingy.. haaaaahh..

SLEEPY

2008-10-16T02:31:00.007+08:00

Okay.. I'm like effing bored.

So I'm like finally taking some time to like properly update..

Okayyyy..

So like even though I've like not gotten the pics from my aunt's cam...

And like by the way, she's back in Dubai... ALREADY!

I miss her!!!!

Okay.. Moving on...

I'm just gonna like post some pics...

1st October, First day of Raya. and also Shamsul's Birthday.lol.

Sheesh. Blur pic. Dammit.

Noi and Moi

The cousins. Another blur one. Damn,

Kak and me.

Me. See the extra hand.. Menyebok only. Grrrr dammit.

11th October, Jalan raya with Glan and friends. Also Rachel's Birthday!

Group Pic? lol. Still haven't got the rest from him.

Me and Him

Our pic again. haah.

Then again. lol.

Okay my Poly friends, when are we ever going to go Jalan Raya??????

I'm gonna sleep now. damn sleepy. big plans ahead!
Weeeeeee!!!

Updates!

2008-10-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm like so feeling.... argh...

I was like at home the whole day.... on my birthday!

Can you believe it?!?!

And to add salt to the wound...

I'm like sick... sore throat...

lah..

So anyway...

There's soooo many raya pics to upload...

I'm just too lazy to put them on my blog. lol

I'll get them up asap. lol.

OOhh.. Guilty..

2008-10-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Rahhh...

Guilty!!!

I've not been updating..

GaH!!

Doubt

2008-09-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

Why?

Am I starting to doubt my actions?

Ahhhhh....!!!!

I'm confused.

Hah. Grr.

2008-09-26T23:03:00.007+08:00

Yeah Yeah..

First thing's first...

I'm like supposed to post this picture of myself on my blog coz like someone made a deal with me.

Safer on my blog than wherever else..

Nah! Happy laughing!

Darned warp application on Sony Ericsson Phones...

Sheesh.

Okay now that's over and done with..

So anyway... Met up with my cousin yesterday!!!!

WEEEEE....!!

So we met up with her colleague Wina and Wina's friend..

Wina shares the same birthdate as me, 12 Oct.. woo..

hahah..

SO anyway...

A few days before, met up with Glan and friends and lepak-ed again.. haha..

And I SO can't wait for Hari Raya.. hahaha.. dunno why..

Ooh! and I cut my hair! hahahah.. no pics yet though..

I now know the reason..
Feel like its bursting out!

DREAMLAND?

2008-09-25T02:51:00.001+08:00

Am I in a DREAM?

Somebody wake me up now!

I don't wanna wake up after I crash and burn!

Need an ESCAPE

2008-09-24T01:51:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR KL.

I NEED A GETAWAY.

PLEASE GOD HELP ME MAKE TIME MOVE FASTER.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME NOW???

DILEMMA

2008-09-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

I'm in a Dilemma...

Should I cut my hair or not!?!??!?!

Learning!

2008-09-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah.

I'm learning something..

Trying to learn to play the... guitar..

hahaha...

'huh?!' You'd say.. 'Farah playing a guitar? You must be bloody joking!'

heh.. its true laa..

My friend, Glan taught me some stuff yesterday while we were lepak-ing.. together with his friends, Syafiq and Firdaus..

~HAHA~ There..

HAAAH!

Thanks Glan.. =)

So.. On sat, I had a family gathering at my Aunt's place at Pasir Ris Terrace.

We iftar-ed together.. haha

Ok so like after that while some of the older ppl went to terawih, we stayed there and like slacked...

Then they like started to play Carrem (I think thats how you spell it) and we watched August Rush..

OH!

Like so Anyway, my other aunt is BACKKKK!!! From Dubai..

She bought me this pair of shoes! SOOOO CUTEEE!!! I'm like sooo in love with it!!! =DDDD

Thanks SOOO Much Cik Kis!!!

Some PF Pics

2008-09-21T22:25:00.013+08:00

Wooh. Let's divert for awhile....

I'm like shocked!

My mum... She's more lax now.. in a sense...

I told her I wanted to lepak outside at nite.. and she grudgingly allowed me to. Knowing full well that I wasn't with who I told her I was with. HAH.

And later in the morning, I told her who I was actually with and she so DIDN'T scold me!

I'm like still recovering from the blow! ha!

So ANYWAY,

Here are some of the PF Pics.

CREDITS TO:
HAZIQ

At the Bowling Alley.

TEAM LIASON! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
Best Team EVERRRR!!!

OMG. Why did he have to take this unflattering pic of me? Geez Haziq.. I look like my Fadder.

According to him, I didn't appear in his cam that much. Thus, he wasn't able to send me more. hah.

Randomness

2008-09-19T12:18:00.005+08:00

See here..

Fai & Shams. We went for iftar last Sat at east coast and also some cycling.. haaa..

Then we went to Geylang Bazaar. hah.

Now. This is my Moo phone that's officially in my room.

My damn early Birthday Prezzie from my sis!

Some of the polyforum Pics.

Siti and I at HortPark

Wei Liang, Me and Celestine!

FUN!

2008-09-19T12:18:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!

I tell you...

POLYFORUM 2008 WAS A BLAST!

Pictures will be up as soon as I get them. lol.

Tiredness. LOL.

2008-09-15T00:55:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired.

Mentally and Emotionally tired.

There's just soo many things going on.

Uncertainty

2008-09-14T02:07:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's your problem(s) with me.

I don't wish to confront you as I'm not sure if you do have any problems with me or not.

Am I supposed to be understanding something?

Because I'm so in the dark right now.

And it's sad to see friendships go down this lane.

But you can say I'm a regular to this lane coz I've been through this a few times in the past.

So...

If you think that this post is for you, come talk to me.

Busy Busy

2008-09-11T21:27:00.005+08:00

I've not been updating..

I should change my blogname to...

Farah's Boring Old Blog...

I don't really have the time to update.

Been quite busy with polyforum and stuff..

Polyforum's fine so far..

The people are fun too!

haha.. well......

Okay so anyway, I'm flu-ing again...

I don't know how I'm going to go for polyforum tomorrow!

I'm quite reluctant to stay over for polyforum at the chalet..

And it's fasting month!

OMG.

I don't know how to wake up for sahur also..

geez.

Oh!

Did I mention about karaoke that time?

I doubt so..

I guess I've not received the pics yet..

Anyway we did that time..

We went before the fasting month..

Az first time going with us.. =D

Fun right, Az?????

Here's some pics from my phone..

Anyway, I got an announcement to make.

I am not going to plan the break fast outing.

Whoever who wants to plan, plan.

If I'm invited, I'm invited.

If I'm not then too bad for me..

No words can describe what I'm feeling now.

2008-09-02T22:27:00.004+08:00

FUN in Fasting Month

2008-09-01T22:35:00.006+08:00

LOL

Anyway, Fasting Month doesn't seem much different than normal this time around.

Look at all these Play-Doh piccys I took with my sis!

We MADE these ok...

Now, it's time to play a little game.

GUESS THE PLAY-DOH FOOD!

This is how the game goes : You try to guess what are the kinds of food on the little red plate.

Exhibit A
(1)

(2)

(3)

(4)

(5)

Exhibit B

Exhibit C

Exhibit D

The only Person who is not allowed to play this game is my sis!

Nyahahahahahah!

Updating...

2008-08-31T18:04:00.005+08:00

Okay.

Guilty as charged.

I've not been updating my blog..

haha I didn't even blog about the dress that I got for the party.

yeah. So I got a black dress.

yay!

And I already wore it yesterday since yesterday was the party.

On the 29th, there was teachers day clebrations and look what my mum brought back!

Cookie Monster Cupcake!

Elmo Cupcake!

Cute stuff, huh?

oH! oH! Oh! Yesterday was also my mum's Teachers' Day Dinner! ooh and she looked soo nice!

The theme was - Batik.

[Upload photo here]

I called down Andy & Weave to help do my mum's hair!

It was damn nice!

If you have a function and need a hairdo, call him!

He's really good!

This is his link. Check it out!

Thanks to him, my hair was straight for the party. lol.

And Sihah helped my mum and I do our eye makeup.

hehe. Thanks lots Andy and Sihah!

=)

Seha, Me and Az

Us all. heh. with bday boy in white Jacket.

Shachin and I

You see Shachin, how much effort was put in for your party yesterday?

Woo!

hahaha.. ahem.

It was so packed la yesterday!

I'm friggin tired.

Anyway, tonight is the start of the fasting month!

GOSH! That's very fast!

and during the fasting month, we have Polyforum!

OMFG. No comments.

Dilemma!

2008-08-26T03:32:00.001+08:00

I'm in a dilemma now!

Help!

I need and want to buy a dress but I so don't know where to get a nice one!

Like not too casual, not too formal!

HOW HOW HOW???

HELP!!!!!!!!

This is the LIFE

2008-08-24T18:03:00.006+08:00

3 words.

Boring, lazy, Sunday.

Woo hoo!

I slept at 8am just now and woke at 3.30pm...

What a life!

Seriously man...

I don't even have the mood to blog about what's been happening recently..

The weather's too cold..

hahhaaha...

haiz, but nonetheless, I'll have to do it sometime eventually..

So why not now right?

I'm going to start with - I LOVE HAVING A CYBERSHOT PHONE.

I've been fighting the crowds to watch fireworks. lol..

Guess who? On National Day.

(R to L) Pooja, Reka, Nisa, Myself, German Girls - Nathalie and Anne, Sihah
Shachin's in the center.
21st August
We had dinner with them at Breeks at Marina Square as they were going to leave Singapore soon.

22 Aug - Fireworks was damn nice and there were a damn lot of people.

23rd August - Fireworks were even nicer but it was friggin raining...
Fai and me - We're gonna fall sick on Monday or Tuesday and Shamsul's gonna be enjoying in camp all because of "I know what you did last summer".

Danity Kane - Damaged

2008-08-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

Damaged - Danity Kane

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient,
Understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me

Baby, (baby)
This situation’s driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

[Chorus:]
Damaged, damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So damaged (so damaged)
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What you are gonna do, baby?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What you are gonna do?)

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient,
Understanding?
'Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

[Chorus]

Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?
Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d?
Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?

Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cause my heart is

Damaged, damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So damaged (so damaged)
And you can blame the one before

Damaged, damaged
damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So Damaged (so damaged)
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged

My heart is
Damaged

It's Not Over

2008-08-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

I looooooveee a few Secondhand Serenade songs..

Exam Stress + Iced Latte

2008-08-16T02:05:00.003+08:00

lala-lala-la..

I CAN'T SLEEP.

It's all Macdonald's Iced Latte's fault...

Damn..

Anyway, 1 Down, 3 to go..

I can't wait for it to end, but at the same time, I don't want to flunk my papers....

I'm like having the FLU... again....

DAMNNNNN!!!!!!!

I NEED TO STUDY!!!!!!!

GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O-oh!

2008-08-11T22:33:00.004+08:00

OH NO!

Die.. exams soon!!

This Friday!!!

Die, Die, Die!

Wooo

Anyway, so on the 08 of 08 of 08,

Went for a movie and dinner with my 2 friends, one NS Man and one Faizal.

HAHAHHAHA...

NS MAN. Guess who la!

Ta-Da! Shamsofcourse the NS Man!

So we had Delifrance at CWP and the movie at CWP also..

See how GENTLEMANLY my dear friends are?

I live in Tampines and we were at Woodlands and both guys live in Woodlands.

We took 3 group pictures.

And again you can see how GENTLEMANLY they are..

Out of the 3 pics, guess how many times they made me stand?

If you guessed 3, then you're totally right!

So anyway, after dinner, we went to watch

Its ok.. Quite good.. I'll give it a 4 out of 5!

Brandan Fraser.. hmmm... hahaha.. cute..

Decided!

2008-08-08T01:27:00.004+08:00

LOL.

I know I shouldn't be too loyal to Sony Ericsson.

I mean, no point being too loyal. I don't get anything in return for being loyal to the phone company.. haha

So anyway..

I've read reviews about the phone that I'm gonna get..

Some Good, Some Bad..

Abit nervous about getting it though coz all I'm thinking about now is the negative things I've read about it..

So can you guess which phone I'm going to get?

Click here to find out!

And please tell me what you think about it..

Change HP!!!!

2008-08-06T01:21:00.004+08:00

Ok Thanks guys for the opinions.

I don't feel like buying a Walkman phone so I've changed the selections.

C702 or C902?

Stupid M1 don't have K85oi anymore...

I'm abit reluctant to change to another brand...

Coz, like I'm too used to using Sony Ericsson..

New Phone

2008-08-05T01:34:00.004+08:00

Sony Ericsson.

Walkman Phone or Cybershot?

W760 , C702 or K850?

I need opinions... help!

Darn.

2008-08-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

So anyway, I haven't been updating.

EXAMS ARE COMING!

I'm so gonna die.

HAHAAHA..

Okay, so..

haiz.. some depressing thoughts..

Exams and stuff..

haiz.. ooh..

Lets talk about memories.

Every place in Singapore has some kind of memory for me.

Like for example, Simei.

So many memories..

HAHA..

Don't Know What I'm Feeling

2008-07-28T23:20:00.005+08:00

Warwick Avenue - Duffy

Obviously you don't listen to me...

Coz I said I was okay with it at first.

In the end, when asked again I said no.

DO YOU KNOW THE REASON?

If you don't and you're interested to know PLEASE ask me.

Purple and Brown

2008-07-28T02:28:00.005+08:00

I love PurpLe and BrOwn on Nickelodeon.

They're so cute and just for pure viewing pleasure.

No matter what happens to them in that short clip, they always laugh.
.

That's real Positivity for you... LOL.

Sheesh!

2008-07-28T01:59:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so calm now.

As if I've no worries in the world.

Thank you, God.

Though I know that Exams are round the corner..

Scary.. I should start studying now. LOL.

2008-07-26T15:20:00.008+08:00

CAN ALL OF YOU JUST STOP MAKING ME CRY!

STOP

STOP

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been a topic of interest.
That feels so great!

2 can play this game

2008-07-26T02:23:00.006+08:00

Random Thoughts Running Through My Mind:

Don't take credit for what you didn't do.

People always look at your flaws. They don't look at their own.

I can't believe I've been beating myself up because of this. Thank you Friend, for helping me realise this.

Well, apparently, EVERYTHING is my fault.

YUP.

Point your fingers at me. Keep on pointing.

Don't be this way. It doesn't become you.

Uglified.

Its okay. Keep on hurting me.

Because what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.

Family

2008-07-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

I can always count on my family to make me smile.

*teary eyed*

For people who are sniggering behind their hands at my demise, snigger all you want...
I don't have a care in the world.

I might not love my life at this point of time, but I still have "the Family" behind me to turn to always and forever.

Untitled

2008-07-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

For me,

PLEASE

SORRY

THANK YOU

are the 3 most hardest things to say and mean it too.

I have a bad thing called PRIDE and EGO.

I admit it ok.

I'm not like some loser asshole who lives in denial and disguise it as something else.

I know.

I realize.

You don't have to come and be all sarcastic about it..

Good Girl Gone Bad

2008-07-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone
Best belief we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
'Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We done forever
We're gone forever

HAH

2008-07-25T00:43:00.003+08:00

Bright Spots for the day!

Did quite not bad for General Insurance test.
Aunt and cuzzie talked to me on MSN when I was feeling down..
well.. hmm nothing else.

HAHA..

Fuck OFF..

Hello, my name is RAGE. (:

Muahahhahahaha

~ Easy for a good girl to go bad ~

RAH!!!!!!

2008-07-23T22:48:00.002+08:00

I AM ANGRY.

I AM EFFING STRESSED.

Racial Harmony

2008-07-23T01:24:00.007+08:00

Ambassadorial Team Racial Harmony Celebrations
We had Fun!
LOL

Faizal and myself

Paulina, Me, William

Naseera, Nisa and Me

Nisa, Nas, Poo and me

Me and Joel

Marjuk and me

Barniz and Me

Nas and Me

Malays? LOL. Me, Fai and Amirul

Me and Marjuk

Part of the Committee

Next!
The video by Avenged Sevenfold.
Title: Afterlife

Songs

2008-07-22T01:17:00.001+08:00

YAY!

MY TURN!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!!

I LOVE THE SONGS ON MY BLOG!

LOL.

Delayed Sleep-Phase Syndrome

2008-07-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

I think I'm going to the Doctor one day for a check up.

I think I might have DSPS - delayed sleep-phase syndrome.

hahaha.. I think I'm weird...

Seriously eh..

I think I might have DSPS.

Coz like you know, I have difficulty waking up at the necessary times needed..

And it irritates some people.

Not that I can help it.

Not that I'm doing it on purpose either..

Usher - Moving Mountains

2008-07-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

I love this song by Usher!!!!!

Under Construction

2008-07-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

pointless post

2008-07-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

TIRED ah..

GAH!

What am I doing?

Entrepreneurship meeting now.

Oh god!

I can't believe I left my buddy group to have a meeting on their own...

That's bad..

Hmmmm

Anyway,

I'm in school now and...

I wanna go home....................................................................................

BBQ

2008-07-18T00:19:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was the BBQ at Jiji's place...

haha.. It was fun...

I'll just let the pics do the talking then..

Okay, Next!

If I could, I would give your bestest friend back to you so that both of you can be together and stop making my bloody life any more miserable.

CHOICES.

You can't blame people for your own choices.

People don't make it for you.

Yes, they might play a part in advising you and stuff. but they DO NOT make them for you.

There's a difference you know..

update ah?

2008-07-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

NO TIME LAH..

OK NO TIME TO BLOG LAH...

'FINALLY SOMEONE IS BLOGGING'

BLEGH.. =P

wtf.

Anyway, I hate projects..

Can I end year 3 already?????

Shams Video

2008-07-05T13:02:00.004+08:00

This Video's for A Friend who's going off to NS on the 10th of July.
HAHA!! You're gonna enjoy yourself there I think...
Join us for karaoke soon ok? and don't leave halfway again..

Azlina's Birthday

2008-07-04T22:25:00.006+08:00

We celebrated Az's birthday today at Mac canteen. Look at what we made her do since it was her 21st birthday. And there were a group of people behind us who also took a video of her talking to a plant. LOL. Great Job Az!

Happy Birthday!

Secrets

2008-07-02T21:58:00.006+08:00

I seriously think I have short-term memory loss.

That's very bad.

And

Like every morning when I wake up, okay maybe sometimes not morning, but after I wake up after like 9hrs of sleep, my memory is swept clean. So I'll most prolly forget what happened the day before.

Like OMFG.

BAD.

Anyway, I hate school. Just want it to end.

Tell me something new...

So boring ay?

To hear that over and over..

bleagh..

So - Something New. I've picked up a habit.

It's hazardous. Not to anyone else though.

haha! But it's a secret NO ONE knows.

Sucky day

2008-06-29T22:41:00.003+08:00

I'm Dying.

HAH.

I'm falling sick again.

This is great.

I'm having Inner Conflict.

Woah.

Die.

Anyway, I hate my life.

It sucks to be me.

I still have a gazillion things to do.

Bleah...

*Gagging Face*

update only.

2008-06-28T22:47:00.005+08:00

Okay. SO anyway, I haven't been updating.

Been busy. (as usual, that's my excuse)

Actually the real reason I've not been updating is coz I'm so lazy to wait for the stupid blogger uploading pics thingy. Its so SLOW.

Can die I tell you..

ANYWAY.

Projects are killers.

ICA's are KILLERS.

I'm DYING HERE IN NYP BIZ SCH, BANKING AND FINANCE, YEAR 3.

SO TELL ME SOMETHING INTERESTING. BLEAH.

Anyway. I spent the day doing and thinking of projects + Ugly Betty Season 2. lol.

So anyway, on the 20th, we (Sihah, Fai, Rachel, Nisa, Shams and Parvin) went to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan.

It was funny, but, it was just that. FUNNY.

So like, whatev.

Then like Parvin had to leave.

So we decided to go and eat.

So we were thinking of going to marina sq to eat. but then we went to Far East instead.

Shams friend, Karim joined us.

After eating, they left for the hospital and we also left for City Hall, Marina Sq.

then we walked around..

I bought my MNG Cardigan. I LOVE IT! =D

Then later, Shachin joined us.

We sat somewhere coz all of us were tired from walking the whole day.

We sat at the stairs in front of Marina Sq.

And talked and talked and talked.

Look at the pics we took.

Okay. Back to projects and my temporary escape, Ugly Betty - Season 2.

2008-06-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

I'm damn Bad...

I've been enjoying this holiday of mine entirely too much..

Yesterday, just went karaoke-ing with Seha, Fai and Shams.

LOL.

Seriously Funny!

Tired

2008-06-16T23:48:00.004+08:00

I'm Tired and I'm home from camp and I so didn't do anything today.

I'm so wasting my life. LOL

Anyway, its no secret that I went for Singapore Flyer a 2nd time..

Both times were very nice..

1 with Family, the other with Friends.

Good! Great! Excellent!

Anyway, I went for Ateam annual camp the past Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Sunday, after camp, headed straight for home to change, shower, pray. Then straight to the airport to send off my beloved aunt to Dubai.

Came home and slept the whole time away until 10.

After that I don't know what I did.. but fell asleep at 1. wow.

Tiring.

Whew!

Anyway, supposed to be doing project now.

Ciao!

Busy as a Bee

2008-06-09T23:12:00.008+08:00

Whew!

Busy weekend I had..

Starting from friday, all the way to sunday...

And I can foresee a busy week ahead too..

Annual Camp is on FRIDAYYY..

Weeeeeeeeeee................

Anyway,

Let's start from saturday since I updated friday's stuff already.

Let's see... from Friday, we planned to watch Kung Fu Panda on saturday..

Then Friday night, my aunt and Ma told me that the Family is going for a ride on the Singapore Flyer on Saturday evening.. Damn..

I was like... OH NOOOOO..... MY PLANS........

hahaha.. then I thought of something... *DUM DUM DUMMMMM*

The next day, I pestered my mom.. to let me go out with my friends after Singapore Flyer... But she kept on saying NO..

I wasn't bummed coz I was just going to get it done my way..

So... Later on... SG FLYER...

while on the Sg Flyer.

I just announced - Later, someone drop me off at Marina Square!!!! and no one said a thing. And usually, silence means consent.. LOL

The Family

The Four of Us. All of our Birthdays fall on the same DAY every year.

The Me.

The View.

The Flyer.

So after Singapore Flyer, me and Bro walked to Marina Square.. and he continued with his journey to Wisma Atria...

Then while walking with Bro, met up with Seha, Winnie, Philippe and Nadjim.

So we went to BK to eat..

Then found out that Winnie bought these Lip lollipops... haha So Cute..

So we sat at the link from Marina Square to Millennia Walk and made a fool out of ourselves while waiting for our Kung Fu Panda show which starts at 9.20pm..

LOL.

I'll let the photos do the talking..

Us and Philippe

Us and Nadjim

Ssssso SCANDALOUS..

Sihah and Philippe

Philippe et moi

Philippe, moi, et Sihah

Nadjim - BraceFace

Farah - Bucktooth

Winnie - LuciousLips

Philippe - Jongang

Sihah - Redlips Spreadoutteeth

Sexxxaaayyyy Lips Day!

HAHA :D

Winnie and her 2 Sisters...

Look at the blue tongues.. All because of the Wild Raspberry lollipops..

Okay. I'm officially too lazy to upload the other photos now.. will do so soon.
*I think and hope and pray*

Oh and by the way, did I mention I watched Sex and the City? A chick flick. A nice, romantic one.

So sweet the love letters...

This one's by Beethoven

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not
fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it
must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you.
No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh
God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
And yet my life is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of people - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?
Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

Ever thine,
ever mine,
ever OURS.

I want to go find the book Love Letters of Great Men and Women or 5o Greatest Love Letters of All Time....... and... read romance novels.... LOL.

study @ clarke quay

2008-06-02T01:42:00.004+08:00

Wooo I'm mad!!!

Supposed to study but I'm blogging instead.. -_-

Anyway, went to study just now with the Gossip Queen and Princess..

HAHAHAHA...

I cannot take it man...

DAMNED LOAD OF FUN...

Woooo!!

Its been a while since the 3 of us went out to study or do sth together outside together..

This Winnie la.. Go off to France..

Madness..

We were sitting beside the river at Clarke Quay, then everytime the boats pass by, she or seha or I will wave.. but Winnie will wave most..

Madness you know..

I laughed so much..

Look at the Gossip Queen, looks like a superstar trying to hide from the paparazzi..

for fun

2008-06-01T23:39:00.006+08:00

Okay, Okay..

people have been bugging me to update..

haha..

hmm..

what can I say, I went for Jam & Hop in my school that day, 23 May 2008.

Then on the Monday after, went to school when in fact on Mondays I don't have school, to do project.. We took so many retarded pictures..

More retardedness...

Then on wednesday, we did the same thing.. hahaha.. but now was with Winnie and Shachin..

Guilt

2008-05-31T14:10:00.002+08:00

Guilty like shit!

I enjoyed myself tremendously yesterday!!!

hahahahah... =)

Now, time to study like crazy?

I mean I have to..

The whole week was hectic.. i can foresee the week ahead will be even worse..

I feel like going again!

Winnie was right.. It is addictive... Damn..

2008-05-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

I'm Seriously Tired.

I need a rest and to catch up with my tutorials, etc..

Gonna Burnout soon...

I'm unable to get any proper help.

Oh well...

Now, haven't i learned that lesson before?

Depend on no one. The only person you can depend on is yourself.

Anyway, I'm just too busy and I live too damn FAR AWAY from my school.

I just can't wait for everything to end.

Mom

2008-05-11T19:41:00.003+08:00

A Tribute to my Dearest Mother.

TO MOM:

Dear Mom,
I'm thankful to god that I have such a wonderful mother like you. You're the BEST MOM anyone could EVER have. No other mom could have managed to go through what you went through and is still going through with us three. We know that we give you a hard time sometimes but we're just your kids and we'll always be. I'm so sorry for whatever bad things that happened.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Happy Mothers' Day, Ma. Love you so much!

Tagged!

2008-05-03T23:05:00.004+08:00

Ok. This is what I just saw and remembered that I had to do... hmm..
Shams la! Go and tag me..

Game rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

OOPS! You're Dead.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Too many dreams i want to come true...

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

Well, first I'll need to find a guy right? Just a happy one with no cock-ups..

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

erm.. not really... well, maybe.. HAH.

5. What's your ideal lover like?

Someone who is much taller than I... and Loves me for who I am..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?

I think both is equally blessed...

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?

Maybe.. Until I find someone else that is.. WAHAHAHHA

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Sigh and move on... hahaha..

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

HAHA... There were too many things made me unhappy recently. If I listed it down, it'll prolly take you like what? 10 friggin years to finish reading it..

10. What do you want most in life?

To be forever happy.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Yeah! hahahaha..

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Depends on whether my best friend is going out as friends only or if they've other things in mind.. hmmmm....

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
My Mother!

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
Who's asking?
Seriously...

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
I think married and poor.. I mean like unless I have an ass of a husband, I'd rather be rich and single..

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
I'd like try to get him to recognize me and like if he still cannot recognize me after like 2 or 3 times, I'd just forget it coz like its not worth it..

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Like, DUH!

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
HAHA!! DIE!! I dunno.. I mean like, depends on who loves me more?

19. What type of friends do you like?
Friends I can TRUST.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?

LAUGH. Not at them silly, WITH them..!

I tag these people!!! ---

Rehan!
Irni!
Zhuhri!
Hadzah!
Munirah!
Winnie!
Jackson!
Marjuk!

All the best!!

2008-05-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

lalalala...

I've been staying away from my blog..

Its on purpose that I've not been updating.

here are some reasons:
I'm too busy.
I'm too lazy..

for other reasons, ask me personally.

Anyway, I've got something to say.

I wanna say it to that person but I know for sure this person doesn't read my blog.

So I'm not gonna say it.

HAH.

Anyway.

I'm someone who if you don't sms me, I wont sms you. Unless for important stuff. Paisey eh..

Just abit about me.